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2004-03-30 / 5:30 p.m.

I suddently feel like I should post something about my current situation, I dont know why...Unfortunately, I can�t. The fact is, I�ve already tried to write about things and failed miserably. Even with my fairly ample knowledge of the English language, I can�t even begin to find words to express how I feel. Some writer.

I can say that I don�t think I�ve ever felt this alone in my entire life. I guess there�s a certain level of risk involved with being the kind of person who tends to develop few close frienships at a time...I�ve been blissfully walking a very long tightrope with a relatively small net. Additionally, being 4,977 miles from anyone who cares at all is a little difficult in times when one wants nothing more than a friend and a shoulder to cry on....Hell, or even someone who speaks fluent english.

It scares me that I don�t really want to go home anymore, and that I don�t want to stay here any longer than I originally planned (it�s a priceless experience for me, but five months is enough). I feel completely lost at the moment.

I�ll start updating about Argentina again, but right now, my heart isn�t in it.